Thursday, 18 August 2011

failed at life.

OMG. I'VE JUST HAD ONE OF THE MOST STRESSFUL DAYS OF MY LIFE. I have never been so emotional. Well I completely FAILED my life.. my exams clearly went horribly wrong and my results have never been so shit in my life. OH MY GOD. Kill me.

Clearing is something I NEVER EVER want to do in my life again. NEVER.
Rejection cuts deep. Especially when it is by at least 4 universities...
AT first I got so happy because they had vacancies left but as soon as they heard my grades... they were like "Sorry we don't have a place for you here"...
Thanks. Thanks a lot.
I'm going to kick your butts by stepping it up at university and I will get the grades to rub it in your faces you horrible snobby people on the clearing hotlines.

I feel so bad that I disappointed a LOT of people today. I'm sorry I'm not clever enough to have got my grades. I'm really sorry, I never thought I did this badly.... >.< I will TRY so much harder at uni and I'm sorry...

And can I just say.. I NEVER KNEW MY FRIENDS CARED THAT MUCH ABOUT ME! I seriously am so grateful. SO GRATEFUL. Thank you so much.. If you guys ever need me to do anything for you I WILL BE THERE. Just call me and I promise if I can help I will <3 I love you all and thank you so much for the support you gave me today! I must have been the biggest emotional wreck today.. I know I had extreme panda eyes, I was in some next mood and I was generally probably a horrible person >.< I was definitely the opposite of my actual self... I could tell you all got scared and didn't know how to comfort me so I apologise but THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

And okay, Hull university... HERE I COME! >.<

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